繼續努力
今天midi堂係本人認為最好玩的一堂，我地要寫一個小故事，然後就用音樂來表達。。。當我都覺得我同eva的作品都唔錯，聽到其他同學的 先知自己係幾０甘小學雞，they are just so talented and creative，尤其是joseph and joyce o個個, 嘩，簡直可以去電影配樂啦! 之前的我一定會好自卑，覺得自己o個o的簡直係garbage, i might as well just give up...... 不過要知道人外有人，天外有天，點0力都不可能做最好的, 我覺得我有盡力嘗試過就得, 同埋0甘唸會真心點去欣賞別人，而不是只係比較人地o力過自己幾多, if i always compare myself to the others, i will be discouraged everyday in my class, i can only try my best, and the result is in god's hand...............如果其他事都能o甘看的開就好啦。。。
下午做presentation, 我當然係超緊張啦，我覺得我心跳聲仲大聲過我講野把聲......but surprisingly, 同學話I came across as quite confident in the presentation, 仲有個同學在breaks 時走來同我講話我真的進步不小，好感動，係因為呢個同學好有心地鼓勵我，i really thanks god for bringing me into these group of classmates, they are just SOOOOO Nice, and so supportive!
人間真係有愛o架
一晚裡面做晒３份功課，奇跡
song of the day:
“多得他”----王菲
今天practicum 終於有番的起色，one girl that would never make eye contact looked at me and said "jingle bell", i just want to remember that moment, and savour it, it's like the highlight of my day, well, actually more like the hightlight of my whole practicum. Finally, the kids made more connection with me, and yet, i only have three more sessions with them, this sucks, you finally see some progress, and then, it's already time to say goodbye.
hey thanks for 提點我，of course i don't mind, i appreciate your honesty and care．唔係我又得罪人都唔知。。。。
my supervisor and classmates told me that i am actually quite good at taking constructive feedback and improve........so don't worry, i am not easily offended (well, usually, under the condition that i know that person was just trying to be helpful)
i would like to write more, but i really need to get my act together and work!
song of the day:
“tonight"---南拳媽媽
我今天在家閉關一整天，努力趕兩份paper，都係自己衰，不到最後一分鐘都唔做。。。
i just wannna say, I LOVE the snow!!! i know people would want to kill me for saying that, but snow really makes everything prettier, the trees, the roof top, the mountain, also i love how it feels to step on fresh snow. Really gotta appreciate it before it gets mixed with the dirt and mud.
song of the day:
“郎來了”﹣﹣﹣楊千嬅
好大雪
我覺得自己好勇，咁大雪都出去打波，仲要去到richmond咁遠，雖然我一路開車，一路後悔不應該出來，不過，我怕唔 夠人打，好彩我有去，因為彭彭砵砵車放飛機，差點不夠人。。。回家路上，真是一步一驚心，好彩沒什麼車，皆因我最怕打滑時撞到對頭車，真是感謝神，咁都俾我平安回家！
con, as we become older, we come to understand that a lot of things in life are really beyond our control, and whether we accept it or not, it is a fact, and it is going to happen no matter what we do. just like you said, it's life, we just gotta deal with it. Not that that helps…..
song of the day:
陪你失眠------esion's up and coming star
巨雀二號
what a pleasant surprise! got an email from big bird #2. 我差點不記得自己是巨雀一號，突然間浮起很多回憶....０的人成日都話有我們倆，就會沒有耳根清靜的一天....哈哈，有無0甘誇呀
big bird 呀 big bird, hope you get a decent and new job very soon, then, you can come and visit me! 好掛住你呀, vancouver is so quite without YOU!
今天好乖地陪姑螞吃lunch 和買"送”，好彩都不算大雪，平安到步
不知道為什麼，對住某些人真係好想發脾四, something in that person really triggers me, i remember our instructor said when something in a person bothered us, usually it's because we dont' like something about ourselves that is found in that person....well, i don't think there is anything i am like her at all, we are like completely different person. 我都不知從o那時就對他有偏見，或者係我唔抵得人地o者
仲有，我都要接受i just can't be friends with certain people
死梗啦，還有一個禮拜學要番，勁多野未做完.....seriously need to get my butt down and work!!! no more goofing around!
我們的飲歌：
“風箏與風“-----twins
去了VCAＣ兩個星期，覺得沒有在教會事奉好似好0吾慣甘，好似好無作為0甘，於是就reflect on 自己之前在事奉的目的是甚麼，其實我都不是真心serve Him, 只不過讓自己覺得自己有的用，也減少自己的內疚感, maybe i just wanted to be needed in church. i know that this is not the way God wants us to be, ai~~~~ may God change my heart
recently, really like chet lam's voice, he has this soothing/therapeutic quality in his voice that really touches me.
song of the day:
"the best is yet to come"-----林一峰
(to fishlamb: thanks for being the way you are, u always bring a smile to people around you.......十分期待你的single)
what an idiot i am!!!
i am really sorry for being such a crappy friend. I should have known better. I should have done better, i should have be more sensitive. I should have been there to share your moment of joy. share the hard work that you have put into.
i should have been there for you just like you have been there for me.....i am sorry that i let you down.......
真的很內疚，很內疚.........
song of the day:
"認錯“﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣優客李林
jetsy happy birthday!!!!
今天終於見到fishlamb 的sister Serene, 嘩，又會似成０甘..........
估０吾到curling 又幾好玩
song of the day:
"river"-------Sarah McLachlan
（舊歌翻唱，對於我呢個等了她出碟很久的人來說，好過無啦，希望她快點出新歌）
finally i can go back home tomorrow. hope everything is fine and nothing is broken when i go back there.
suddenly don't really want to go home. kinda like staying at my cousin's place, feel more safe for some reason.......when i was in west van on wednesday, i am very scared. It felt like if something happen to me, no one can come and help.
that's why i am feeling a bit uneasy to go back home.
Haven't talked to my cousin for a long time,水瓶座的她的確能了解水瓶座的他，他們都是很喜歡把不是問題的事變成大問題，然後就覺得是解決不了的, they really didn't intend to hurt people, 但往往傷害了身邊的人．
總而言之，難以觸摸
song of the day:
“楓”﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣周杰倫
"緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念
我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天"
其實冬天都來了，不過的楓葉還沒落完，o吾知點解秋冬總有一種悽涼的感覺
沒有電的日子
當我在埋怨為何甘吾好彩無電，看新聞先知道有人連屋都被樹壓爛，原來我都算幸運...............
又有tif 一家肯收留我，等我不用live in the dark and without heat
好擔心，希望架車不要被樹壓到
song of the day:
黑夜不再來﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣陳亦迅
真係要感謝神，mini 個胎仲補得到，０吾洗換個新的，否則就要大出血
今天打波慘敗，我想我做人跟打波一樣，連輸幾球就洩氣，就陣腳大亂, 無鬼用！
jetsy, hope you recover soon la......take care, 我的戰友
沒錯，我就是多愁善感的雙魚座
song of the day:
"上一次流淚“﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣林一峰 (chet lam's version is better than sammie)
gi, happy birthday, 歡迎你加入我們的行列^0^
終於都可以打牌啦！！多謝jetsy organize 雀局！！哈哈，我想my image is now ruined....變了爛賭人......
收到一個非常shocking news......哎～～ 雖然是老生常談，but it is so true, don't take anything for granted, we don't always have the chance to love the people that we care about. 請珍惜愛你的人
take care, bro
song of the day:
“愛得太遲”﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣古巨基
patience
I came across this quote from Henri Nouwen about what it means to be patient:
A waiting person is a patient person. The word patience means the willingness to stay where we are and live the situation out to the full in the belief that something hidden there will manifest itself to us. Impatient people are always expecting the real thing to happen somewhere else and therefore want to go elsewhere. The moment is empty. But patient people dare to stay where they are. Patient living means to live actively in the present and wait there. Waiting, then, is not passive. It involves nurturing the moment, as a mother nurtures the child that is growing in her. Zechariah, Elizabeth, and Mary were very present to the moment. That is why they could hear the angel. They were alert, attentive to the voice that spoke to them and said, “Don’t be afraid. Something is happening to you. Pay attention.”
我實在非一個patient 的人，一係就沉溺在過去，一係就對未來有不切實際的曈景.....
girls league 真係好好玩啊！！！終於可以贏師奶隊啦，full team 的確是不同０的, vera, welcome back!!! your cover is awesome, but too bad you didn't get to hit as often in the offside position, i will try to set higher for you next time! fishlamb, 你的斜線扣殺，後排突擊，and "NICE" freeball got us lots of points^0^ and it wouldn't be as much fun without your teasing, laughing and rapping! jetsy, 對不起，我玩你，攪到你頻頻撲撲，疲於奔命，仲跌底埋添=p
viv, thanks for letting me stay at your place. Christine, thanks for singing five little ducks with me and helping me prep for my practicum tomorrow.
song of the day:
"five little ducks"^0^
haven't updated for couple of days. I was trying to write something after I went to the women of faith conference on friday night. but after I wrote my entry, it just wouldn't save, and so I gave up and decided to write later.
The conference was good and very gum dung. I am very touched to see so many christian women in different ages coming out. Just like the speaker said, we all came as the way we are knowing that god accept every aspect of us. Jesus knows our every heartbreak, every tear and every struggle, we don't need to fake a smile or fake to be strong. I felt refreshed after hearing the sharing of different women, and how God has blessed and walked with them.
I realized how i don't really trust god enough, i know that God will take care of me, just as he always has, but it's more like i had it in my head but i don't really know it in my heart.
星期六看黃子華，fishlamb, I gotta say, You definitely don't look like him.......i guess i wasn't sure what he looks like before hahaa
收到爛玩王send俾我一個師姐wedding's photo, the bride was only in one of the pictures she sent me and it was blurry, but i can still tell that she is sooo pretty and beaming, just like her name, sunnie. Also, i saw so many familiar faces, they haven't really changed much except getting more "matured". looking at those pictures really brings me back the memory of highschool life in hk. so simple and happy, at that time, i only have one goal in my mind: volleyball!!! yeah, my motivation to study is volleyball, because if i get a crappy mark, my parents wouldn't let me play anymore. 個陣時，真係日打夜又打，court B was our home.....oh....i missed those days, i missed our team spirit, i missed our coach, i missed my teammates，i miss our team clap........不知道幾時再有機會一起夾波呢........
