今天十個乖，一早起身陪媽媽吃早餐，之後去了學校還番Ｄ樂器，music store的Tim 先生一反常態，超nice, 我話"thanks Tim" 佢竟然話“thanks sheffield, have a nice day" 喎!!! 嘩，好感動，made my day! 其實都有好多好事made my day: fishlamb 的blog; 亞糖的friendster message, thanks for thinking of me=) 我打比佢，her voice message greeting 好好笑，"我而家去緊澳門，如果你想同我講生日快樂的話，你留底口訊得架啦" 串到呢，but it made me laugh. 仲有，困擾左我好耐的mystery終於解開，我每次看到David Usher 的poster 都覺得佢好熟面口，今日
渣渣下車忽然想到，原來佢係以前Moist 的主音，而最開心的是呢個世界除了me, myself and YSL kid 會明白呢Ｄ咁無聊的事又有幾值得開心呀，都仲有PYZ明白。仲有仲有，CDN 367 就有來回倫敦機票？！？嘩！超抵呀！去toronto都唔止啦！
原本心情好好的，來個１８０度顛覆。。。。。有很多的事I should have, would have, could have done, but I didn't. 為什麼我不能做個好Ｄ的人呢？I should bring joy to people around me, 但為何事與願違？ 我從來都知道“我都唔想咁架”唔係大晒的，所以我不會容許自己把這個當藉口來原諒自己。。。。事情在我處理下就只會越攪越禍，越描越黑.......
想起BPS時代, 咁係咪自己拆唔掂，就可以搵班大既幫我丫？
多謝你的塞車Analogy，我明白你既point，可是我捉唔住呢個Tniop.
對不起，發脾四，我知你不是有心串我的，but tonight, I am too vulnerable to take that. 我真的不能承受別人在誤解我，尤其是你。。。。
有人能明白我的感受嗎？
song of the day:
“怎會如此“----張智霖
今朝起身，又咳又流鼻水，就知道大wok! 把聲難聽到呢（本身都已經唔係好聽果隻嚟架喎!) interview 好似didn't go very well, 表達能力還需努力，如果唱"no frontiers" 可以smooth D, 或者有泳兒把聲再加上Ellen 的guitar skills的話會更好囉。。。。。不過，至少我都不算緊張，至少我無流住鼻水咁唱丫，咁都算好啦＝）thanks for all the prayers!
失望總有少少，不過，我信總有其他機會既。
亞Wendy好似Steven Tyler, 好想笑=p
serene 真係個好組長，thanks for calling.
felt bad 添，連累你遲到，不過，it was great worshipping with you as always. 見到傳聞中的lor lor luen，結論有三：１）靚女嚟架喎 ２）腳長到呢 ３）有威脅果Ｄ嚟架喎. 哈哈，你果句“可惜丫，M.A. 鐘意眼大喎"! 串到呢。。。。有幸同你的團友們食lunch, mug我真係似跳水王后咩@_@
yeah! 想買green day 的American idiots 好耐，剛好fishy有想買Oasis, 2/25 都算好啦，一次滿足晒兩個願望。其實我仲想買埋隻Brandi Carlile，不過，唔想一次用咁多錢買ＣＤ.
I really enjoyed "hea"ing at your house, PTP 到呢。。。。嘩，我的大突破！都算長囉掛＝）
今晚的co-ed game 真係好玩呀！Vera sub for Kenny, 結果，我地贏晒兩場，咁係咪代表vera 勁過..........＝p
講真我地都算打得好啦，vivi有warm-up 係唔同Ｄ，一球發球都無失過，D hit 又準，連freeball都推去Ｄ corner 位；DSH繼續將我的bad set 化腐朽為神奇，不得不提有一球難得很有默契地back set比佢；魚羊的tip型到呢＝）同埋果種唔比波跌落地下的信念令人感動，有heart果隻嚟架喎；vera的斜線扣殺勁到呢 （其實我同vera都差不多高jei，點解我hit時無佢咁勁既？); Hocc打個球quick簡直是hit of the season 啦！
other highlights：
1)vivi話人地果隊：緊張到呢～～
2)veLa教越南話：“sin noi" = "sorry" ; "樓"=“打邊爐”etc
3)vela問“你估我地可唔可以反敗為勝丫？” 然後，Hor用好堅定的語氣同佢講：“可以！”
4)hor ：“信唔信我羅條鐵通出嚟啦o拿？！？”
5)YSL piggybacked PYZ, 嘩，大隻果Ｄ嚟架喎＝）
song of the day:
"Pacific theme" ----Broken Social Scene
(比我想像中好聽很多，thanks for good recommendation)
Summer fun's first hiking trip finally kicked off. 之前一路都下雨，但今天好天到呢，Thanks God!
要感恩的事當然不止天氣好而已啦。有人一早要去換胎，我以為實趕唔切啦，話去接佢又話no wor. 但結果everything works out at the end.
其實我真的不知道原來the chief 係咁難行的，記得兩年前行first peak的時候都無覺得咁辛苦，年紀大左？@-@ 一開始行都唔夠半個鐘，我就已經想嘔，心唸邊個organize呢個hiking架，咦....原來係自作自受喎，哈！不過，好奇怪，過左之後，又無咁辛苦。。。。。其實我都覺得幾好玩呀，雖然又間水又攀石又盛。希望沒有嚇怕第一次同我地去hiking 的魚羊。
I know wor, you keep an eye on me wor=) The feeling of loneliness has dissipated because of that.
番到屋企覺得頭痛，俾PYZ逼食panadol，仲要係水溶個隻，難食到呢。。。。艾，好曳，結果無番到團契。。。。my excuse is I need to prepare for my interview tomorrow. thanks for listening to me playing "no frontiers" ，我知我係擾人清夢同埋技窮又獻技果Ｄ人嚟架喎！
係咪呢，彈彈彈，攪到藍他卡跌落地啦=(
song of the day:
"Thank you" -----Alanis Morissette
一早kathy打比我，今天係佢受浸的大日子，我真係打從心底很為她開心，終於都等到這天，I wish I could be there to witness this joyful and important moment. God really has his best timing for everything, I will continue to pray for you and your family.
我知道你一定會等到的＝）
Finally, I finished my practicum at Tupper Secondary school. I really enjoy working with the students there. They have been my therapist=). It really touches my heart when I saw how hard they tried in the "music therapy session", and their joy is really contagious, my heart lightened up everytime I saw them. I hope I could be more like them, to be truly immersed in the present moment, and to bring people joy.
小黎今日成了小鐵人: 練歌 -> 教琴 -> 接機 -> 團契 (Fishlamb’s Momoliu Blahtology, Apr 21, 2007)
今朝一早聽唔到S.H.E. 的"熱帶雨林", 本來9:30am 要番到教會練詩, 點知我9:00am 先起身! 我估我真係要用番吳雨霏做我的御用響鬧鈴聲. 雖然如此, 我這西溫神車手也果真名不虛傳, 9:40am 就已經番到教會!
教完琴之後就去機場接媽媽, 喺機場等媽媽的時候, 諗起Hugh Grant 喺"Love Actually" 裡面的開場白."love is actually all around" 等左成個半鐘頭先見到媽媽出嚟, 之前真係好擔心唔知佢會唔會俾人"的" 左入房問話, 最後見到媽媽出嚟果一剎真係好開心.
番團契分組查經, 繼續查民數記. Message of the Study:
1. 要知足(Serene 話唔係食果D - 新爛Gag 王?). Do we ask for what we WANT instead of what we NEED?
2. 事奉上遇到困難的時候, 究竟我們會倚靠神, 還是靠自己的能力, 還是去blame 別人?
3. 恩賜是神所賜的, 所以當我們事奉的時候若能造就到別人, 千萬不可沾沾自喜.
完團契後，就立刻回家，有媽媽在係唔同Ｄ，我會想快Ｄ番屋企。
song of the day:
"世上只有"-----容祖兒
You make me cry, make me smile,make me feel the love is true謝謝你的關顧以及無償的愛護年月慢慢多艱苦你也永遠優先擔心我喜惡唯恐我並未得到 最貼身保護oh I love you
１９號終於都來到，最後的考試考完了，雖然還有未完的鎖碎事，不過，我已經完全是放假狀態＝）
可以完成這個學期，真的要感謝神的恩典。不同的挑戰，不同的困難，很多預料不到的事，但總是在神的保守中平安度過，順利過關，what God has provided for me and shown to me was much more than what I have imagined. All I can say is, God is good.
多謝魚的禱告，多謝你常對我說唔洗緊張喎，驚就三份丫嘛。
還有多謝依花同學的鼓勵，尤其是我低落的時期, thanks for your countless prayers. I am going to miss our little prayer group=)
成兩年無染過頭髮，今日咁開心，係時候染番個紅頭沖喜下，哈！得到的評價有：“嘩，飛女呀"; "嘩，好妖呀"；"咁邪派架"；"幾歲呀仲染埋個咁嘅頭?!?" 惟一一個好Ｄ的評語係“塊面好似細左＝)" 我係唔會理會呢Ｄ世俗的眼光嘅，哈哈！I am lovin' it!
最後一場girls league, 很不捨得，要等到九月先再有得打=(
esioN 今天難得full team, 令人感動. With Vera back in the court, we can truly show our potential as ESION.
其實係有得打架喎，講真，我地係有進步架！
耿耿於懷接不到果個middle 的煞球，係一球都接唔到，不如搵人幫我特訓下我Ｄ防守啦！
為何總是怪怪的，究竟應該點做才好呢？
song of the day:
飛女正傳﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣﹣楊千嬅
song of the day:
"you raise me up" -----Josh Groban
"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
when troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,Until you come and sit awhile with me"
成首歌我最鐘意上面這幾句歌詞，因為我覺得這是我對好朋友的定義。就是當我覺得失意，傷心的時候，我就只需要這個朋友to come and sit awhile with me, she doesn't need to say anything to comfort me, or to cheer me up, she just needs to be here with me, and be here to bear with my difficult emotions, or my stupid thoughts. Just her presence already make me feel better. A true friend can bear the awkwardness of silence especially when the other person is in distress. Sometimes, silence can be unbearable, but with a friend, there is a sweetness and warmth in it.
我想我大概是跟得蘭西老師太多了吧，講野又令人"r"晒頭
貪玩的我，明明仲未做完應做的事，都同魚落左去outlet shopping. 或者我才是爛玩王吧！未去shopping 之前，晨早番教會練歌，第一次唱詩班，我覺得我不是唱緊二音，而係唱緊走音囉！Thanks God, it was such a beautiful day! and thanks fishy for driving me down. I think this is the first time to outlet that I wasn't the one who is driving. Thanks for "planting" me. *wink wink*有Ｄ人真的人面廣，去到邊都撞到熟人！很努力練習的fire drill, 可惜（是好彩吧）並沒有大派用場。
其實我真的是個"ar zhim"，行o個一陣，又話餓又話累，當我見到starbucks 就在不遠處時，我真的忍不住要同YSL Kid 話“加油，仲有幾步就有得食啦！" 我身旁的魚羊就滴晒汗咁囉 -_-'
回程時，下很大的雨，我真的覺得神對我們很好，因為要下過雨，再出太陽，才讓我們看到很美的彩虹。其實在彩虹還未出現的時候，我又想起一Ｄ我不想想起的事，突然間又有一種很難過的感覺。在這時，魚就好興奮地話，“嘩，彩虹啊！" 我從窗外一看，真的很美，我彷彿聽到神對我說：“孩子，如果沒有雨，你又點會見到彩虹呀？"點解我地成日都會唸埋同一樣野，問同一個問題，今次仲要係同一秒，同一個語氣，呢Ｄ咪叫做“同聲同氣"囉！晚上又食越南粉，其實我可能是有越南血統的，就算食完後成身都係牛肉粉味，我都堅持堅持要食。在我“有壓力，未解決"的時候，多謝你帶給我的歡樂！Song of the day:“瓦解"---------南拳媽螞"在你的身後 時間把過去都帶走
時間把鏡頭帶走不假思索
回憶不放手......................
雨下過之後街角出現彩虹
淚流乾之後有彩虹 "
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sorry that my last blog entry might worry some of my friends, I am okay, don't worry.
thanks con and Tim for asking though, sorry if I made you guys worried.........
突如其來的bad news.......真的不要take life for granted.
and also, please drive safely everyone, ues handsfree/bluetooth, or just don't talk on cell phone at all while driving.
有個人絕對是比我更適合做music therapist, 真係用音樂來治療心靈......
又令我淚流滿面......
其實我一看歌詞時都已經好詫異係邊個寫的，又會咁似我的心聲既......
細心同蘇眉，邊個打邊個？
song of the day:
"愛. 忘記"-----你估下
簇擁著破舊書信幾封
為他哭至失控
為他總未看通
翻開舊照跟他在抱擁
目光不再觸碰
這冬天更凍
在故地 細味 無謂再想起
記憶將有天總會死
別退避 皺眉 無謂費心機
受傷的你尚有知己
來到這困境裡思緒不斷日夜逃避
落空的愛使你感厭膩
誰會耗上這一世心血方可醫好痛悲
愛總不會拋低你
(我總不會拋低你)
幸福總有天找著你
(我也希望幸福總有天找著我...... for now, at least i know 你總不會拋低我)
好耐無update，不過，今天一定要寫Ｄ野。。。。。
終於都與傳聞中的螞蟻先生見面，仲見埋雙方家長添，緊張到呢。。。
其實螞蟻同我想像的差不多，不過，比我想像中nice, 我以為佢係Ｄ串串貢既人。。。。
令我覺得FISH無揀錯的，是他主動告訴我最初喜歡fish的原因，好多時候Ｄ人要又問又盛都好扭擰唔肯講。and I am touched that he sees what is really special and great about you, and I can see that he loves you for who you are. 我唸我個電蚊拍可以收埋，heehee!
仲有，佢地兩個講野好似，夾到呢～～真係天生一對^0^
同埋呢幾日PYZ真係sounds very happy, so nice to hear your happy voice.
好感動，難得三個一齊唱詩歌，Ｄ人唱和音，勁到呢～～
嘩，戒子"好燦眼"呀! 下次要帶番個太陽眼鏡先=)
其實我仲有好多野想講。。。。不過依家好眼目訓，遲Ｄ再寫
song of the day:
"螞蟻"----傅佩嘉
（上幾個禮拜已經想好的song of the day, obviously dedicated to fishy's beloved.)
