
so...
I used this personal Starbucks card that SSJ gave me to buy an iced green tea today.
Here is the conversation between me and the barista:
B: what's your name? we write the name on the cups now.
S: (when i am just about to say "mary" or something)
B: oh, it's on your card.....sor hun ju
S: (smile)
(2 mins later)
B: Iced green tea for sor hun ju.....
(she must have thought that I am a korean)

This definitely brighten up my gloomy day.
song of the day:
"Ain't she sweet"-----the Beatles
Another night in Sunshine Coast. I hope it wouldn't be another sleepless night.
How I wish I can just call SSJ up.
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How am I supposed to feel?
I don't know, a part of me is really happy for you, you are on your way to achieve the dream of your life. And I know you are so much happier and content now.
And yet, I can't deny this feeling of bitterness.
song of the day:
"Tear in your hand"--Tori Amos
All the world is all I am
The black of the blackest ocean
And the tear in your hand
All the world is danging...
Dangling'...Danglin' for me darlin'
You don't know the power that you have
With that tear in your hand
Tear in you hand